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merry christmas


i hope you get lost in the city
i hope it swallows you whole
i hope you never find your sweater
i hope that you stay cold
i’ll take the subway or take a greyhound
or get a ride from my friends
and we’ll get dinner in your hometown
and we’ll enjoy it and then

i will curse you with a smile on my face

maybe it’s my fault for being hasty
i quicken things in my head
but i don’t think i am really angry
just disappointed instead
it came from portland, from philadelphia
the fading out on a thrill
and now i wonder if i could help it
i take the burden but still

i will curse you with a smile on my face

this kind of friendship is unfamiliar
can you really blame my shock?
i’ve had a week now to think it over
and i don’t wanna talk
i want your questions and your attention
i will pretend not to see
how you forget with an intention
but you can’t do that to me

i will curse you with a smile on my face


released December 26, 2014



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